Its the pain of being a fool,
remembering things I needed to forget.
things that mark my failure,
that made me stupid in my own eyes,
where my sights weren’t even mine,
are why I am so restless,
my heart so untamed.
All the unwanted emotions surfacing
like unwanted bubbles, when all I miss
is the silence in my soul.
Its like an ensemble of strong delusions,
Making me lose myself into God knows what.
Its frustration, its craziness, its an unfathomable pain,
that’s crushing me like a bulldozer on a highway.